Pencil sketch, Ballpoint pen. "Swan".Well I'm not sure what to write. But I guess I could write about this weird dream I had a few days ago. I had another sleep paralysis dream which was really terrifying. For those who don't know what is it, don't worry, hold your horses, I'm gonna explain it first.
A sleep paralysis is when your mind wakes up from your deep sleep, called REM-sleep. But your body is still in sleep-mode. And when you're sleeping your body is somewhat paralysed to keep you from kicking and playing out all your dreams while lying in bed. But anyway, so your mind wakes up so you can see and hear and everything. It's like being awake, buuuuuuut the terrifying thing is, you cant MOVE! Your paralysed and cant move a muscle. What you can do though, is still be dreaming, hallucinate and everything that involves dreaming. So think about that for a second. Your awake, your dreaming up stuff but you cant move!
So back to my dream. I woke up and I was lying there in bed on my side and I was so certain that someone was behind me. I could here something and in the corner of my eye I saw this short blue-ish over-weight scary looking kid who was slowly moving closer to me. So of course I try to turn over and see what the hell is going on. But my sleeping body wouldn't move a bit and I got terrified and started to panic. I tried to scream but nothing would come out and he got closer and closer. When he was just next to me I started to wake up from the dream but my mind was still in panic-mode so tried to scream and finally I could get out a big NOOOO!! (but in Swedish) and at that moment I could also turn over and saw that there was nothing there, of course.
